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Monday, 21 July 2008
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Over again...
How dare you come charging back into my life.
What makes you think I want anything to do with you.
And rub it in my face that you are so happy with this sweet and pretty girl.
Its been over for a long time now,
and I have held alot of bitter feelings.
But now I just don't know what to say.
You feel around with your words
and I'm not sure exactly what you are looking for.
Do you want me to admit it?
What good will that do either of us?
You are happy and I have moved on...
Let it be.
But I want to just burst it out.
I want to scream and yell until I can't take it anymore.
Why couldnt that have been me?
What makes her that much better?
What happened between us?
I still don't really know and maybe thats why I can't pinpoint my feelings.
I've asked you time and again what went wrong.
Why you stopped calling and started ignoring.
And you don't even know yourself.
What makes this one so much more special?
Howcome you can hold onto her with no problem?
She doesnt even love you...at least not yet.
I was there,
I loved you,
I gave up everything for you and it bit me in the ass.
I just want to understand and get closure on US.
Friday, 11 July 2008
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It has certainly been awhile since I've been on here. I've been in a real writing funk lately and busy with the new job. So...I'm back.
Who do you think you are?
These are people we are dealing with,
not the objects you wish they could be.
Certainly they are not like you or I
but that should make no difference to anyone.
They deserve everything in the world
and we are the ones that hold it in our hands for them.
How can you justify the things you say in their presence?
As if they don't understand...
I'm sure they understand much more than you give them credit for.
I'm sure that they probably hold alot inside
and without the capability to express it out loud.
How do you think that feels?
Not able to speak their needs
or let known their wants.
No way of being able to write out their feelings in a flowing poem.
Imagine the hell it must be
yet they keep a smile on their face and go onward.
You have no right to hinder them.
You have no right to tell them they can't.
You hold it all your hands for them
and you have no right to take it away.
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
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Currently Listening
Winter Child
By Matt Duke
see relatedTales
I once told tales
of magical moments
and wondrous souls
that were connected
and grew a harmony,
but then,
the violin strings snapped
and the reeds cracked
and the ivory keys chipped away.
The symphony stopped
and in the silence you heard
a shatter.
Thursday, 22 May 2008
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Kiss
Kiss me deeply, softly
tell me you love me
without ever moving your lips.
Your eyes are windows
open them up and let me
in on the wind that
carried me to you.
Its OK to trust me.
I have nothing to hide
and you nothing to fear.
Oh what glorious love
I've never had such heart swellings to write of.
Kiss me slowly, gently
and show me you care
just by holding me.
Let your words radiate
through your skin.
I don't need your voice
to convince me.
I already know.
Let your body do the talking
and trust the breeze
to carry us onward.
There will be no footprints
to trace our steps.
We are each other.
Kiss me, hold me, show me
the wonders of your soul
without ever moving your lips. -
Could Have Been...
What a shock to hear you beg
and see how heartbroken she left you
desperately trying to get me back.
So I was the one who got away you say.
Well you should have left it that way.
I don't know what you expect from me now.
I've shed my last tear over you
and my thoughts have long been elsewhere.
This one now didn't let me get away.
It could have been amazing you tell me
but truth is, it wasn't even close.
Did you really expect me to take you back over what could have been?
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- Name: Jess
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/20/2008
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I love writing and reading and everything in between. I'm a good time gal who loves to have fun, the day isn't complete without a good laugh and I can't go to sleep without writing even just a sentence. Recently transplanted from New York and living in the south. Adjusting is never easy.
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In a writing drought right now. Job interview went well! Yay! On a sad note, my cat has been missing for 1 week. :( I miss him.
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